HUH....

Life has now become a humdrum for me.It's real hard to play so many roles at the same time.as each day is passing my level of responsiblities are also growing with it. finding real hard to cope with these changes , but surely managing things in a much better way.wondering why all this frustrated thoughts, well.. it was jus that i was having an hectic schedule for the past five days.as i was in the verge of completion of the project had to finish off with my pending work, put my papers in an organised manner, complete my final formalities and finally report to my superior. since this my very first project i'd to put in lot of efforts and had to work meticulously till the end.and after all this , i reached home only to see it in a total dumped state.even the supposedly "booth bungalows" in tamil movies would have been far more better when compared to my home.when i started to clean ,i was wondering how i'd survived for the past three weeks amidst this mess. Now every thing is OVER.but truly, i've never been this occupied in life.now i know what life is .

but from now on am gonna be on my study hols for the exams which would begin by Dec 24th.and this also implies that the arrival of my bro-in-law and sis is also fast approaching:-).this is the only thing which is keeping up my spirits alive.am jus keeping my fingers crossed to hug and cuddle in their arms and shed out my responsibilties and be myself atleast for a month.but before that i still have a long way to go in cleaning my home to make it a presentable one before my bro-in-law steps in. because he's one person who does not compromise on cleanliness even for a million dollar deal.i still remember the day when it was jus few hours of his arrival from UK, the first thing he did was to clear his baggage and put those things in their respective places and at the same time cleared off the mess in his room.he was continuously working till he'd cleaned his comb which he'd used on his stay at UK.though he would not expect this level from me, but i should atleast try to satisfy his minimum expectation.hope i do that:-).